Out of shape

I had a 3 month plan. The fourth quarter and the madness of retail had subsided and I was going to work less and work out more.

Oops

I'm leaving in 8 days and not only am I not in shape, but I'm holding on to the 20ish pounds I've gained since I started with company X.  My hope is that I will not add anymore weight to my body in Scotland, fingers crossed, that I might loose a little.

The real bummer, is that hiking all day with a pack on is exhausting. I know I can hang, I'll fight through it. I just might be hating myself every night because my knees and body ache.

Let this be my one and only vent to myself regarding my weight. Feeling insecure only drives me to eat another pound of cheese.

Ok, I'm done.